Am I trying to be something I was never meant to be?
Maybe I wasn’t cut out to succeed; get awesome grades, close to perfect standardized test scores, etc.
What if this is all wrong? What if I’m striving for something that I’m not meant to achieve?

Welllll, I’m pretty sure I just screwed that up for good.

Game plan is to just nonchalantly say hi in a week and see what happens…

Doing SAT subject tests pool side instead of swimming.

I love to cook.

First, I just love giving my mom a break and watching her sit down and relax. Then, I love it when people like it, when they want more, when they are happy because of my food. It’s also really stress relieving. Cooking relaxes me and honestly, I can’t wait until I have a family to cook for everyday.